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You are not alone,
I'm there with you,
We'll get lost together.

Can I slowly dissolve from the scene?

Maybe there's a reason why dreams are called dreams,
They only exist when you're sleeping,
They are what you hope for,
They may be beautiful,
But they are not reality.
Time to wake up.

Just to prove you wrong
Just for another chance

Tmr shall be daredevil Thursday.

Time to take a stand
Sitting on the fence for too long has made my butt ache
And just trying to balance myself has made me awfully flustered and tired and weary.
To do or to die.

Old habits die hard.
"If you can't accept it, end it."
Time to put an end to everything.

我越做越累,应该是哪里做错了吧？
再累也得撑下去，总不能往前3步，退后2步，不然之前的功劳都前功尽弃了。
自己仿佛一直在原地踏步，非常累人。
自己也开始厌倦周围的人和事，开始埋怨，又重新浮现起了要放弃的念头。
放弃倒是一件很容易的事。
但我还真不想认输，还不想投降。
看到一边非常努力为自己将来搏斗的你们，又看到另一边需要我的时间的人和事，我还真的不知如何是好。
该为自己想想，该为自己搏斗，该为自己展开新的人生。
但到自己喘不过气来的时候，我还想为自己，为你们，奋斗多一次。
就如跑圈子，多一圈就好，请给我多一圈的力量和勇气。

"WHAT IS RIGHT MAY NOT ALWAYS BE POPULAR,
WHAT IS POPULAR IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT."

"Home is where the heart resides."
That's not true.
Home is where the heart WISHES to reside.
But home is not always where one can seek solace.

Nothing is forever.
Not friends.
Not family.
Where is best now?
Who can I turn to?
Not all families support your decision.
I may be wrong, I may be naive, I may be making a mistake.
But it's a decision I'll take full responsibility for.
Why can't you just be there to cushion if I ever fall and tell me "I told you so." in that ever familiar, ever comforting way?
Instead of flatly turning me down.
Turning your head and walk away.

Since no one is going to be there, no one is going to give me the attention I so crave, I'm at free will to lead my life, even to doominosity.
For I will be alone, all I'll ever need is myself.

Stay strong fight fight fight!
(been ages since I last heard that phrase)
What happened to teehee, what the bleah and mmhmm?
Have I changed so much?
I don't even know myself anymore.

With a compass, I shall navigate my way out of this fucking darkness.

(Hey, look at me play!)


MOVED
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MET BROC AND FAI FOR LUNCH AT KFC. NUZ MET US AFTER SHE MET CHICKENASS AND MARISSA? WE WENT TO THE LOSER'S HOUSE AND PLAYED SOME BOARD THING. AND WHEN SHAH CAME, WE WATCHED REMEMBER THE TITANS.:) THEN WE WENT TO PASIR RIS PARK TO SUPPOSINGLY BLADE, BUT I ENDED UP HOLDING FAI, AND NUZ ENDED UP BEING THE CAMERA PERSON. PLAYED AND PLAYED AND PLAYED AT THE PLAYGROUND. OH, AND WE TOOK A LOT OF PICTURES.:) THEN, WE WANTED TO GO TO THE BREAKWATER TO EMO. BUT, WE ENDED UP PLAYING FRISBEE.:) OH, FAI AND I WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE IN THE SEA. SO, WE SQUAT DOWN THINKING WE WON'T GET WET, AND THE WAVE CAME AND WET OUR BUTT.:/ AND SINCE IT RAINED IN THE MORNING, THE GRASS WAS VERY MUDDY. AND MY SLIPPERS GOT STUCK, SO YOU COULD IMAGINE ME SCREAMING WHILE I WADED PASS THE GRASS BAREFOOTED.:) THEN, WE GOT A DRINK AND CAUGHT A BUS TO LOSER'S HOUSE. WATCHED A BIT OF TITANIC AND FOUND IT TOO-EMOTIONAL. NUZ KEEPS SAYING,"WHY BE EMO, LIFE'S SHORT!" NUZ PLAYED THE GUITAR, AND WE SANG SUPERMAN, UNTITLED AND WELCOME TO MY LIFE. OH, JOY!:) LUKE CLAIMS HIS WINDOW IS BROKEN EVEN THOUGH HE'S 100 BLOCKS AWAY. I SKIPPED TUITION, GOT A SCOLDING FROM MOTHER, BUT AT LEAST, IT'S THE BEST FUN I'VE HAD IN AGES.:) TERIMAH KASIH KAWAN BAIKS.:) (I'll upload the pictures when Fai mass sends our pictures.)

Luke Choo's going China for 9 days, Luke Ingrouille's going HongKong for 7 days. And both are leaving tonight, so, Bon Voyage Luke(s)!

SillyBlur said,"I BUY 999999999999 CHUPA CHUPS FOR YOU ALSO NO USE !!!!!"
Cheerup Nicole, Cheerup.

I need my Superhero's license now, I've got a SillyBlur to rescue.

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28081992 Fifteen
P/s I like to talk, alot.
I have horrible mood swings,
And I'd like to learn Malay and Tamil.