Saturday, June 30, 2007
Hello, Sharon Lee Geok Ling forced me to update, so here I am, and I really don't know who actually reads this junk.;D
Firstly, I feel so unproductive this whole week. I've just been slacking around. And the teachers are right, we're sec3s and it's only a year plus before our O's. Furthermore, it's already the 2nd semester, we should show more initiative and interest in our studies. In case you were wondering if I'm possessed, nah. I just felt really bad when I didn't complete my Emath homework today, Mdm Raudhah was like so disappointed. And I guess the teachers had enough of our bullshits, and we had enough of disappointing our teachers. Ms Saffiah cried towards the end of history class, and she had to end off with "Since you only listen when I cry, I shall cry a little every lesson." I can't tell if it's crocodile tears but hell yeah, time to pay attention and settle down. Seriously, maybe, I might just be possessed. Or maybe it's just the peer pressure, everyone's studying, everyone except me perhaps.
Secondly, I think I benefited alot from NDP. For one, I've met alot of new and crazy friends such as Filzah dear and the TKC gang. And somehow, I became more open. Few days/ weeks/ months ago, if I had to lead sing-a-long, I might not be able to do it. However, I'm screaming my lungs out and trying to lose my voice on every training now. It comes almost naturally, thanks to the song leaders. And for some reason or another, I become conscious of my footdrill. I kept wondering if my hands were straight/locked, if I henta kaki 90 degrees and so on. And people say I'm loud, and that's cool.:D
Thirdly, I think I learnt alot today. To view from another's perspective, and like To Kill A Mockingbird, you never know how a person feel till you walk around in his/ her skin. And it was never easy to reach a compromise, maybe we just have to do what we think is right. Afterall, life's mostly about trial and error right? And I need to learn to control my temper, I'm easily agitated. Anger management anyone? Haha.
I can't wait to parade on the floating platform and sing and shout till we lose our voices. Good night, and don't fall off your bed.(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!;D
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