Monday, September 24, 2007
I think the stress is getting to me. I've been rather stoned and moody lately. Lost my wallet yesterday, and forgot my keys today. When Ms Tee came over, I didn't even hide the note Nuz and I were passing. And I'm sorry I didn't meet you, I'm pretty out of sorts now, I don't really know what I'm doing. Took a bus home, cousin wasn't on board tho. Then took another bus back to Paya, then went to Mother's office. On the way, I felt like a ghoul, wandering around aimlessly. And the songs made me feel worse, so I cried till my eyes were swollen and my brain feels like it's going to kapoot. Thank you for offering to meet me (I'm sorry I haven't been turning up for meet-ups, will meet up and lunch after finals); Thank you Khoo for being there (Stay strong Love, stay strong. Vivo +runaway place after finals); Thank you Nuz for listening to my rants (I know I haven't been a Kawan Baik, I'm sorry. Mee Soto, Beach and Changi Airport after fasting/finals). When Khoo told me I was breaking down, I was amused. Somehow, I started smiling. Oh, I was texting Brother in the morning, it felt really good. I missed you big Bro.
"The faster you get close to someone, the faster you lose them, the deeper the cut."Although I agree with In-grow-well, not this time round please.
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