Sunday, October 14, 2007
I realised everytime I talk to Lulu, it gets really, in depth? Not in depth in the way we tell each other everything, but in depth in the way we talk about serious things like death and such.
The first time I talked to Lulu, we talked about friends drifting apart, ghost and the after life. "The faster you get close to someone, the faster you lose them, the deeper the cut."
The second time, we talked about drifting apart, if we would still have late night phonecalls by January.
And today, we talked about our recent activities, wonders of the world and death. How do people die, what's the most/least painful way of dying and what would we do if we knew we'll die tomorrow? Lulu would call all his friend and bid farewell, apologise to his enemies, and thank his friends. I'll like to go out with a close friend, spend my day just like any other day. And go to bed knowing I'll die. Then, Lulu said he'll be sad, because he'll have no one to talk to after he dies. So, I said I'll still talk to him, provided he doesn't tell me he's dead. And we were wondering what it'll be like if your best friend/enemy died, and just stayed by you. Oh, Lulu also said he'd rather be sad than happy, because it
feels really good to have someone beside you.
Lulu, I know you're troubled by all your friendship problems and such, and I doubt you'll tell me about them. But if you ever need to talk to a friend, I'm just a call away, we can talk about death and whatnot, I'll be there. Stay alive, because I don't need a dead jiang hua yu COOL friend floating beside me.:)
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