Saturday, February 18, 2012
"WHAT IS RIGHT MAY NOT ALWAYS BE POPULAR,
WHAT IS POPULAR IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT."
"Home is where the heart resides."
That's not true.
Home is where the heart WISHES to reside.
But home is not always where one can seek solace.
Nothing is forever.
Not friends.
Not family.
Where is best now?
Who can I turn to?
Not all families support your decision.
I may be wrong, I may be naive, I may be making a mistake.
But it's a decision I'll take full responsibility for.
Why can't you just be there to cushion if I ever fall and tell me "I told you so." in that ever familiar, ever comforting way?
Instead of flatly turning me down.
Turning your head and walk away.
Since no one is going to be there, no one is going to give me the attention I so crave, I'm at free will to lead my life, even to doominosity.
For I will be alone, all I'll ever need is myself.
Stay strong fight fight fight!
(been ages since I last heard that phrase)
What happened to teehee, what the bleah and mmhmm?
Have I changed so much?
I don't even know myself anymore.
With a compass, I shall navigate my way out of this fucking darkness.
Y
7:43 AM